satisfied n nt so satisfied...
Yea! 2day NO sch…wee~~~cn slack @ hm…hehe…
Wana tok abt e crm n pfs icas ytd…hahaz…I's v satisfied wif my crm ica sey…nt cuz I did v well nor izit cuz I had gd comments frm ms cheng…e comments she gave were quite neutral only…well, but at least she nv say I v weak or sth…but I tot I achieve sth which I previously wldnt haf…hahaz…ppl hu cn tok v well or is v vocal wldnt b able 2 understd hw I feel…I'm nt a vocal person n I haf nv been v confident…i'm quite an inflexible person n my mind turns v slowly…hahaz…but I was v glad tt she said my tone of voice sounds confident…n I cld actually react 2 wadeva tinks she said…lol~achievement sia…thou, I tink my replies were nt v gd…n when I tok I was nt v organized n she said she was confused…
but overall, I tot I'd overcum sth, achieve sth…which cnt b measured by academic grades alone…I'd sorta break my own barrier…but of cuz, I'd hope I wun gt a borderline pass or sth lar…beatin lili is a v shiok feelin…we sld owaes compete wif ourselves ba…unlyk sum competitive ppl ard us…e sense of satisfaction is much much greater…
I tink I'm putting more emphasis on my comm skills nowadays…I juz tink tt grades aren’t s impt s comm skills in e wkin world…hope I wld b able 2 b a beta speaker, mayb nt sum1 v gd…but at least, avg or slightly abv avg…bein nt 2 nervous definitely helps…since I did nt feel s nervous s I wld b if it were last time…I sorta wanted 2 treat it s a learnin experience… since, I was prepared 2 throw tt 20% away alr…communicatin isn’t my strength…
I wana improve on bein more quick-witted n my eng sucks lar…so I nd 2 improve on my languages 2…hahaz…but tk gdness our tutor is ms cheng, if it were joanne I tink I may b truly traumatized…lol~
S 4 pfs, I juz tink e ica was damn rushed…omoz cldnt finish…n 4 every a/ctin test, I'll b v careless 2 leave out sth den in e end hafta chg all e figs, waste time…I tink I misinterpreted sum journal entries, so guess I'd haf lost quite sum mks…but nvm…I tink my satisfaction in my crm totally covered all my careless mistakes in pfs…hahaz…but I was angry at hw rushed I'd 2 b when doin e ppr…I tink every1 feels so…lol~
I's practically cursin n swearin abt all e chunks of words I had 2 copy out…n y cant we juz simply correct e notes n hafta copy out!?i'm a mean gal, ppl nv provide sample, I complain, ppl provide I oso complain…hahaz…n I was lyk so constrained in tt lil seat lar…damn pissed off…I guess I'm a lil claustrophobia by nature…but my actions r v big 1 lor…I even drop my ans sheet lar…n e constraint make me even more gan cheong lei… I dun understd, y cant dey use tut rms lar…e rms build nice only wor?
Enuf abt all my grumbling n complaints…lol~tata…
