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yf's bday
HAPPY 19TH BDAY

TO

YEE FONG... =)
*yf's bday's on 28th apr, btw...my postin date owaes haf errors....sori 4 e inconvenience caused...wahaha...=P*

Saturday, April 28, 2007
2:53 pm

hp5
2:43 pm

future plans
2:34 pm

danny
~ CONGRATS TO DANIEL WU FOR WINNING THE BEST NEW DIRECTOR AWARD ~

第26届香港电影金像奖
新晋导演


吴彦祖 《四大天王》

吴彦祖获新晋导演奖

congrats...i'm rilli hapi 4 him ya noe???he is 1 step closer 2 his dream...A BIG STEP IN FACT...wahaha...=P

"u gave mi hope 2 realise my dreams...."


Monday, April 16, 2007
11:05 am

dan agn....
GOOD LUCK TO DANIEL WU.....
HOPE HE WINS THE BEST NEW DIRECTOR (新晋导演) AWARD IN 金像奖 TONIGHT......
AND
RMB TO WATCH NEW POLICE STORY TONIGHT ON CHANNEL U.....9 PM....

Sunday, April 15, 2007
5:47 pm

cryin....
5:22 pm

a lil philosophical, a lil casual n a lil danish...
mind u....tis's gona b a looong looong entry....hahaz....tis entry will b a lil philosophical, a lil casual n a lil danish.....wahaha....u muz b astonished by my previous entry, let mi tell u y...ah zu has bcum my inspirational icon....hehe....cuz ytd i blog tt i'll cont my xercising plan 4 dear dan's sake but it started raining....so i chg my joggin 2 climbin stairs which i haf nt done b4....e 1st time i climbed it was alrite....i only felt a lil giddy n i cld feel e strain on my legs....e gravitational pull on my body....den i decided i wanted 2 try a 2nd time but alas my weak body cldnt take it....when i conquer e 10th floor (i onli live on e 7th floor, mind u....), i felt v giddy....den s i climb further up, i wanted 2 gif up....my heart was pounding real hard against my abdomen....yes....my heart felt lyk it has fallen dwn a few inches frm where it originally was.....i duno if it was cuz of my phobia of height or tt i'm anaemic or e moz likely reason tt i'm weak n oso my lack of training.....but @ tt moment, i juz wanted 2 walk 2 e lift area n take e lift dwn 2 my house.....

oh ya...i'd lyk 2 mention tt s nb takes e stairs nwadays, e railings were damn dusty lar.....u noe i nd 2 clutch e railings sumtimes, n my fingers were black aft touchin it....i began 2 wonder whether i'm e 1st person in e blk hu finish climbing e stairs b4.....

bk 2 e pt, s i v v wanted 2 gif up, i tot of dearest daniel.....i started 2 tink of hw tough his wushu training muz b......e pains he took 2 master it....his perserverance, his determination.....if i'd known him personally, i tink he wld b 1 wif a nv-say-die, nv-gif-up spirit....den i started tinking, if i cant even overcum tis, hw do i face e obstacles tt i may face in future, the challenges, the probs????so i brace myself 2 cont climbin up den dwn bk 2 my hse.....but knowin lili is a
W-E-A-K-L-I-N-G....u noe she cnt take such torments on her body, so aft she conquered e 24 storeys (12 X 2), she rushed bk hm feelin damn sick n wanted 2 vomit.....n she cldnt resist, n she rushed 2 e toilet 2 VOMIT......i sld haf taken a pic of my puke....2 disgust all of u...wakaka....i puke out my lunch lar.....my cai fan....den aft drinkin sum warm water, i felt beta, dun worry....=P

hehe....den aft tt i decided 2 bu hui wad i haf vomitted....hahaz....so i went on the search 4 food 2 eat.....u muz b amazed....hahaz.....i went 2 eat biscuits called su da bing.....wif sugar de....so e correct name sld b biskut gula....i'm sure all of u haf eaten it b4 when u r small.....it has been v loong since i ate tt biscuits....n it was HEAVENLY.....it tasted v delicious 2 me....damn yummy....beta den e biscuits dey developed nwadays....mayb it was due 2 e fact tt i haf nt eaten tis biscuits 4 v long....tan xin xian...


biskut gula

BUT.....tis abt marked e start of e main pt of my tis entry.....tt we humans cn b satisfied n happy wif e lil tinks, e simplest tinks tt we encounter....but ttz only 4 awhile...BECAUSE humans r greedy, humans r nt ezily satisfied, humans r nv contented.....dey r constantly in search of fame, money, status etc etc....in the world, everybody is wearin a mask, u may nv noe deir true self....everytink cld b a pretence.....i read frm zaobao e meaning of bai se ju ta....in case u duno, itz a show....n e rough meaning of it is tt in e society every1 is lyk trapped in tt tower, dey'll try deir bez 2 climb up n up e corporate ladder....til dey r caught in e xuan wo of fame, status, money.....n dey will lose demself inside....trapped in e tower 4eva....i tink ttz pretty much y i lyk 2 watch e show....bein pessimistic s u all noe, i luv 2 watch e dark sides of humans....e pursuit 4 status n e despicable methods dey use 2 attain it...gou xin dou jiao, er yu wo zha....ttz lyk e basic rules of e game in e society....a dog-eat-dog world.....every1 has a dark side 2 dem....

actually, all in all, we'll b happy if we r ezily contented....once we let go, we will attain happiness....itz simple 2 say but diff 2 put in2 action....i shant say tt we sld wk 2wards being self-contented, i'm nt tt noble...i cant do it...n i tink itz a load of crap....mayb ttz y when i watch tv or read bks, i cant stand those naive characters....i tink dey r stupid....thou, dey r owaes e happiest....i tink dey cant survive in tis world....if u watch wang zi bian qing wa, u'll noe tt dey haf a phrase....tt lao ye told Dang-ou when he lose his memories....it goes sth lyk, "mayb heaven is givin u a 2nd chance by lettin u lose ur memories.....another chance 4 u 2 live agn, 2 stop n look @ e flowers....." i tink tis's v true....lyk hw many ppl rilli get e chance 2 admire nature once dey start wkin????BUT, junhao has tis phrase i rmb, "if u cn complete sth ppl use 10 mins 2 do in 2 mins, u'll haf 5 times e time of a normal person...." i cant help but agree wif wad he says 2....itz contradicting lar....i noe....

but if i do gt a 2nd chance, i tink i'll live it e way lyk wad lao ye says....tt's only if i gt a 2nd chance....

mayb ttz e reason y i lyk 2 live in my own world....convinced s i mite tt i haf 2 live e hectic way, but i wan 2 slow dwn n smell e roses 2....mayb i'm juz escapin frm reality....but i do wish e world will revert bk 2 e times where e purest souls of human beings exist....where happiness is so simple, so reachable n so ezily attained....

bk 2 dan, i myself feel v proud of bein a mature, sensible n realistic fan of daniel wu....therefore, i wld lyk 2 praise myself...wahaha....i tink idols will wan deir fans 2 behave in tis way....treatin dem s an inspiring source....tis reminds me of e andy lau's crazy fan nws....i muz say tt gal is moronic....wad affinity n crap....n i'm nt @ all sori tt e dad died....u may say i'm heartless...but i tink he deserve it....he's harmin his daughter's life thou he may tink otherwise....u cant say he does nt luv his daughter but c'mon b rational....cant u differentiate wadz wrong or rite????tis is sth simple, nth in e grey region....u r juz bein stupid n self-deceiving....

i realise i haf been bloggin abt danny alot...hehe....but wadz matter is i'm hapi bloggin abt him...rite???i dun nd 2 care wad u ppl tink....hahaz...jkin lar...u noe wad i mean....we sld b hapi 4 wad we ourselves tink, nt of wad ppl tink....wad matters is ourselves....nt others....tis may sound selfish....but i rilli tink i sld learn 2 b selfish, 2 b more self-centred...cuz moz of e time i'm unhapi bcuz of wad others tink n say....i'm wkin 2wards it....mayb in e end, it'll result in me constructin a false front 2 hide my true self???or m i alr doin so, hidin my true feelings frm others....

well, i'm gg 2 do my 100 sit-ups nw....den eat ice-cream n biskut gula....n oso ltr 2 catch my fav ou xiang ju, wang zi bian qing wa.....
tata...

Saturday, April 14, 2007
4:30 pm

inspiring icon
4:14 pm

bez timetable eva....
OUR NEW TIMETABLE.....

i muz comment i tink itz e bez timetable eva....in poly history....hahaz.....e only time our timetable dun start @ 8 n end @ 6 or even much ltr lyk 10pm....e earliest is only 9am, lyk durin tep, n e latest is 4......wah.......soooo surprising......n der's onli 6 modules considerin tt i'm nt takin calculus....so wonderful.....hahaz......n 2 aftnns free.....mon n wed.....but i muz say it's b beta if mon's lesson was cramped in2 wed's so we cn haf a longer wkend...but i'm nt complaining....haha.....=)

n i'm rilli in2 daniel wu recently.....wahahaz.....n i'm so v v v proud of him.....aside 4 being clever n gaining scholarships, he's such gd leadership qualities.....he set up e wushu team in uni of oregon n he was e head instructor.....such an impressive resume.....2 impressive 2 e xtend tt it was a pity he step in2 e show biz....he cld haf make a hot architect.....hahaz.....e hottest in e world, @ least 2 me...hehe....but no doubt, actin earns him more $$$.....but his long-time dream wld b 2 b a director.....n i hope his dreams cum true....n i'm continuing wif my xercisin plan 4 his sake.....if it does nt rain....hehe.....




ps: i hate it when dan has long hair....e ugly wig makes him look lyk a cross btw ekin cheng.....which is so terrible-lookin 4 him....he wld do beta wif a refreshin short hair.....his boyish or rather manish look......but if itz 4 e nd of e movie den all well.....but tis show dun seems nice lei....n i dun tink sgp will show....n i tink e show pai hen jiu le....hehe....

i'm crappin...tata.....


Friday, April 13, 2007
12:25 pm

daniel agn...
i shall now declare e failure of my xercising plan.....
s xpected by everybody i noe, i did nt persist in doin e xercising i've planned....actually, it's nt all tt my fault, nt tt i'm tryin 2 push e blame....itz juz tt 4 e 1st wk of apr, i was out omoz everyday so i did nt cont wif e plan....den on sat, my period came so i did nt wan 2 'stress' myself out wif xercising....a torment 2 my poor body....n btw i hate periods....tt cn add on 2 my hate list....i do nt understd y women hafta suffer e inconvenience n pain of hafin periods.....
n 2 e main lead of 2day's blog entry, it'd b my dear daniel wu.....in case u duno (which's v wrong), channel u is gg 2 broadcast nw police story tis sun n der has been ample of ads regardin e movie premiere on tv.....den last sun aft i watch jiang hu, der was e makings of nw police story.....aft watchin tt, i gt all xcited abt watchin e movie agn....which is pretty stupid bcuz i gt e vcd n i cn take out n watch anytime i wan.....hahaz.....u noe in e ads when dey intro e actors, der's a pic of dan which is so suave.....@ e end of e ad, dey haf a pic of dan foldin his arm in a stamford raffles style s commented by my bro....*roll eyes* i tink he look so cool der lar....e whole gan jue, posture n his bu ji de yan shen.....i was clearly rilli mesmerised wif tt particular pic.....i'll c if i cn find it online.....i gt all zu-crazy agn.....wahaha....=D




den finali ytd's nite wo ren wu ke ren, i decided nt 2 torment myself n take out e vcd 2 watch....wahaha....he's damn handsome lar....n damn ke lian in e show....althou, Joe Kwan (dan) is rilli a bad guy (i wun say wad he does is correct).....he is zhi de ke lian de....his tong nian ying yin....therefore, nxt time when we haf kids, we sld try 2 gif dem a gd childhood, no family violence, nt juz sai $$$ 2 dem....his dad muz haf luv him alot, but luv him e wrong way....but i stil xian dan de fa hui kong jian bu da....juz s i m gg 2 cry ovr his pathetic demise frm e world, e damn show has 2 so fast zhuan dao action scene.....i'm owaes v pissed off by tt pt.....everytime i watch.....but i oso owaes cry @ e pt endin abt xiao feng's (nic tze) past.....i shant divulge ath....since der may b ppl hu haf nt watch or alr 4gt.....
so rmb 2 watch it~~~~~
thou, i cant say it's v nice....but itz actually nt bad....so i dun mind catchin it on sun agn juz 4 dan's sake......e tian tai pt....wahaha.... n he gt a golden horse bez supportin actor award....4 tis show....
n i tink chad michael murray is pretty cute 2.....since i watch a cinderella story on channel 5 on gd fri nite....which is stupid agn bcuz i do haf e vcd.....hahaz.....i juz realise he mite b wearin color contacts in tt movie....which i haf nv notice b4....n i haf watch a couple of times.....hehe.....


i 4gt e website 4 parakiss, a big fan of dan....haiz...she oweas haf nice pics u noe....i shall set abt finding it....n oso here's an xtract of a bio dan wrote himself:

"I am what is called an "ABC" (American Born Chinese). My mother and father were both originally born in Shanghai, China and eventually each found their way to the United States. My father, George S. Wu, left Shanghai just prior to the 1949 communist revolution to study engineering at Taida University in Taipei, Taiwan. After completing his undergraduate degree he continued his studies in the United States where he obtained his Master's degree. My mother, Diana T. Wu also left Shanghai at around the same time and ended up in Hong Kong where she attended high school she then eventually left to attend New York University. It was there in New York city where my parents met and eventually got married and finally moved West to California. It was here in San Francisco where my mother eventually obtained her PhD. in psychology and began to raise the family.
I am the youngest of three children, with two elder sisters before me. Growing as a Chinese in America was a very interesting experience because it forced me to live a dual or double identity. With my friends I walked, talked and acted like and American but at home I was always a Chinese. But because of my parents educational background education came first and foremost above anything else. And because of this my parents pushed me in all aspects of education. After completing high school I went on to the University of Oregon where I pursued my degree in Architecture. By graduation (June 1997) I had completed a five-year professional degree in Architecture and a minor degree in Art History with honors and a scholarship.
Although education was a center point in my life, the most significant change in my life came when I was just 11 years old. This is when I began to study Chinese Kung Fu. As a child I always loved watching Kung Fu movies, so finally I decided to learn it for real. When I did join, it opened a whole new world for me that lead to a greater self-understanding. Not only did I learn about fighting, discipline and honor but most importantly I learned a great deal about Chinese culture. My master taught me much about what it meant to be a Chinese and after several years I realised how proud I was to be Chinese, no matter where I was living. This knowledge, I feel, sets me apart from other ABC's in that I no longer feel that I am living a dual life of American and Chinese but rather I am A Person with a history, a culture and a past that is Chinese. And it is this, after years of perseverance and hard training that I feel has affected my life the most."


Tuesday, April 10, 2007
3:47 pm

my hectic wk....
i had quite a bz week tis wk... cancel my slpin time, my time was mostly spend outside e hse den inside...n i rilli do wan to juz laze ard @ hm readin a gd n funi bk n juz lazin n slackin...n i haven been able 2 do tt..hopefully nxt wk i'll b much much free-er....since i dun haf any activities planned xcept on fri....
here's wad i did 4 e past few days,
tue: accompanied my dad 2 hospital 4 check-up....den he had 2 b hospitalised 4 his check-up on whether der was any blocked arteries or sth...
wed: bai my ah mah...n visit my dad....
thu: dad came hm in e aftnn....den i went out wif jenn 2 bugis...n in e end of e many tinks i wanted 2 buy, i didnt mange 2 buy ath....so sad....
fri: went out wif parents 2 tam's giant n ikea....n i walked a looooong way der....so i cldnt go out wif e eldc ppl, or sld i say onli gm n pl....wahaha....but dey r playin pool n i duno hw 2 play so i wldnt go anyway....hahaz....=P
sat: i m gg out wif my sec sch frens n mayb 2 celeb shikin's bday....
n ht told mi nxt fri guan ming is orgainising a gatherin... eat steamboat....n both poing n ht had beta nt pang seh mi....wisma gt steamboat d meh????i cn understand y pl organise tis trip bcuz she is a yao gui n she wana 'gorge' herself on food...nt tt i dun 1...wahaha....i tink ltr poing, ah pei n me eat alot....den scare e guys....cuz we r lyk v da shi liang.....lol~~but i sorta hope it wld nt b sucha big bunch of ppl.....althou, lyk sounds v bad.....but smaller gp of ppl beta mar.....hehe....esp e guy hu 'do big biz' had beta nt cum....dun spoil my appetite....but i doubt he'll...he sld b glad he is ovr wif eldc....
ok, i sorta 4gt wad i wana blog abt.....but nvm @ least i blog abt sth so ht will nt complain....i'm bz n tired, ttz y i nv blog ok....hahaz.....btw, 2 ht: my dad spend $10+ in 7-11 in TTSH but e person nv gif him any magnet lei.....2 bad.....
n n i hope tt bside my hse dey'll build a BIG BIG library wif lotsa nw n nice bks....lyk in bishan n bugis....ok, sumwhere near my hse in punggol will do.....sth big wif 1 building of its own....nt those mini library in shopping malls....lyk e 1 in cp n hougang mall....
oh ya....1 last tink....i wld lyk 2 make a complaint on e damn wrappin staff @ e counter in tam's giant hu served us....it all hpn when i pricked myself on sth which i tot was e plastic edges of e case containing e cake cuz i knew i brush against e bread's plastic bag n
TO MY HORROR,
i saw tt wadeva i haf pricked on is a packet of fresh prawns.....packed wif my bread....wth.....if i had done mystery shopping on e particular person, he wld haf gotten it frm me.....doesnt he noes tt e prawns will cut thru e plastic bags of e bread???doesnt he noes raw food cnt b packed wif cooked 1????i'm juz tryin 2 vent on him....hahaz.....i'm e customer, i haf e rite 2 vent....wahaha....
n i look fwd 2 bt being hardwkin....cuz she says she'll update if she is.....=P
ps: bt, dun scold mi....

Saturday, April 07, 2007
2:22 pm

quizzes
since every1 is so obsessed wif e quizzes tink recently, i shall follow e trend n post my results up...hehe....actually, i tries quite a lot of quizzes e other day but i was lazy 2 blog it...hahaz....

You Mostly Have Your Emotions in Check

Sometimes your emotions get out of control, but you usually are a pretty stable person.
You can find a lot to be happy about, as long as things are going your way.
But if a few bad things happen to you, you tend to go in a bit of a downward spiral.
Luckily, you usually come out of it okay and no worse for the wear.
itz e same s poing's.....hahaz...

Your EQ is 107

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
my eq is clearly v avg....hahaz....

You Are 68% Tortured Genius

You are smart. Brilliant in fact. And while it's a blessing, it's also a curse.
Your head is filled with everything - grand ideas, insufferable worries, and a good deal of angst.

Your Brain is Green

Of all the brain types, yours has the most balance.
You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver.
You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual).
aaa....tis is quite true....esp e last para....lol...


You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it.
Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!
yup...i agree....a/ctancy is simply 2 borin....


You Are 70% Left Brained, 30% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
nt v true....i tink i'm more of a rite-brained person...i'm certainly nt gd in math n comm n i dun lyk dogs....haha...itz e same s ht thou....


Your Psyche is Orange

You are a total hedonist. If it can bring you pleasure, you love it.
You love life, and your energy inspires others to find their own personal source of joy.
Creative and optimistic, you can also show great purpose and focus.

When you are too orange: you overindulge in every temptation - yet you are not satisfied

When you don't have enough orange: you can't find happiness anywhere, and your life seems empty
tis is so nt true 4 me....optimistic?!*roll eyes*i tink i'm more of a grey person den orange....


You Are Strawberry Cake

Fresh, sassy, and romantic.
You're a total flirt, who never would turn down a sugary treat.
Occasionally you're a bit moody - but you usually stay sweet!
i dun lyk strawberry cake....wahaha....


You Are an Afternoon Person

You can find energy any time of the day ... or night!
You prefer to be out and about when most other people are.
Very early mornings or very late nights aren't really your thing.
You're practically solar powered, and the afternoon is when do best.
ok, ttz abt rite...hehe...


Pepperoni Pizza

Robust and dominant.
When you go for something, you go full force.
You tend to take control of situations easily.
And in return, you get a ton of respect.
same s poing agn...hehe...


You Are a Fortune Cookie

You're a rather normal person, except that you have extraordinary luck in life.
People want to be around you (even when they're a little sick of you), in hopes of being lucky too!
izit???woohoo~~~


You Are 46% Grown Up, 54% Kid

You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature.
You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.
oh rilli???mayb so...quite true...


You Are Red Orange

You are a very genuine person, although it takes a while for you to show the true you.
A bit introverted, you desire respect and affection from those close to you.
You are quite empathetic, and you have a true concern for the well being of others.
Many people have warm, heartfelt memories of you - even if you don't remember them well.
rilli???'empathetic'...onli reminds me of cs....wahaha...


You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.
if i do hurt u all, i din mean it k???


You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!
rilli???i dun tink so lei....


You Are 28% Slacker

You have a few slacker tendencies, but overall you tend not to slack.
You know how to relax when the time is right, but you aren't lazy!
wow....ttz a compliment cuz i tink i'm more of a slacker den dey tot....


You Should Try Bungee Jumping

Can you take the plunge?
The true test of an extreme sports junkie!
i wldnt dare...i'm scared of heights...


You Are Strawberry Pocky

Your attitude: fresh and sweet
Comforting, yet quirky ... quietly hyper
You always see both sides to everything
u noe i prefer choc pocky....but i'm nt....hehe...


You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.
You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...
Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.
To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.
i hate caramel....so damn sweet....n tis's my last quiz....hehe....
i tink i sounded pretty dumb describin all e quizzes results....but i owaes do stupid tinks...hehe.....n my eyes r damn tired nw frm lookin @ e monitor....so gd bye 4 nw....

Monday, April 02, 2007
12:03 pm


10:55 am